我真的看不下去了！

说真的 我讨厌小气的女生
可我更讨厌藕断丝连的男生
这是我个人意见而已
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我真的很不爽
他和她 分了就是分了
为什么他还要去关心她的一切？
明知道她不可能再原谅他
却宁可放弃自己的尊严
也要想办法来知道她的近况
为什么？？如果他这么爱她
当初就不应该放弃她啊！
分手了又要知道她的事情
不觉得很费心吗？

而她为什么要这么执着的避开他？
就算要划清界限
也不需要做到这种地步啊
如果说FB和他有共同朋友的
那她就一律不接受了吗？
如果有某段姻缘等着她
她因为他而错过了
不觉得很愚蠢吗？
这都是小气所害的
不能怪自己也不能怪别人

我很费解 爱情有这么复杂吗？
在一起就在一起 分了就分了
不爱就不爱 爱了就爱了
为什么要强迫自己接受不想要的恋情？
为什么要勉强自己去避开自己爱的人？
爱情就是会让人变蠢
表面上自以为很聪明
但行为还是让人百思不解

我承认我也是很蠢
因为爱上了一个人就很难解脱
他对你有所要求你也很难拒绝
被对方利用了也只能静默
因为你用全心来爱他
你会变得只顾付出 但不奢求
就算被伤害了 也只会一昧地哭

还有 我先说了
这是我的个人意见
如果你/妳觉得我在说你/妳
请不要反问我
你们心知肚明我是不是在说你们
我知道你们有在关注我的部落格
所以 看到了这篇博客
不要信息我或打电话来问我
就算你问了我也只会否认
不要怪我狠 因为我实在看不下去了··

Gosh ~.~

 dont know is i too independent
or i'm kind of leadership
i can find things i want via net by myself
i can also find solution from laogong or from net
but i wonder..
if everybody just like me
then wont have a word LEADERSHIP
maybe i think they are copying what i'm doing
but this is why they trust me
or not they wont follow what i do

 today i accompany this lenglui go UTAR
to submit her application form
what i'm surprise is.. she think alot with her course choosing
when i say i wanna take ICT, then she say she want to take what i taken O.O even foundation
i asked her whether she interest in ICT
and i asked her something basic about ICT
like disk cleanup, disk defragment or just simple database
she answered me, " i dont know all of these"
O.O.. then what for she take ICT then??
but.. her choice la
if she wanna surfer herself to force a hobby out
then just wish her all the best
i just help what i can help her
the rest she must put much effort to get rid of it

after that we went 1 Utama
let me think.. since 2 years ago i came here with friends
and this is the first time i came 1 Utama after 2 years
woosh! time pass so fast!
and thanks God! my sick already better now
and my dear laogong keep ngam me
EAT MED EAT MED EAT MED =.=..
i know he is care for my health
although always zat each other
or even fight fight fight and no surrender
but..hehe~ our relationship full of happiness xD
next month 14th is my birthday
and our 8 months couple anniversary
MUACKS!! my dear laogong xD
must be happy everyday o!
and dont forget--- Meatstick o~o~ ngek ngek ngek

SICK! AGAIN!

HELP!!!
planned to go Redbox with friend but..
T^T.. SICK AGAIN!
flu and cough.. almost die le X.X
close in house dont know how long le
thought can go out relax abit geh
aiyo Kenji Chin!!
why you so fast back SS???
you go back le KL weather become weird again..
your fault la!! T^T..

GAMBATEH YO!

hmm.. this afternoon chat with my friend Freda
knew many of her things..
her relationship.. her life.. her future plans..
as her BFF, i wish her all the best
plus now a days cant always meet her
and next year i gonna go Kampar continue my study
wish her all the best with her BF -- Ray xD
dont fight fight le la~~ you sweet couple~~
2 years relationship le~ lou fu lou cai still want fight meh
laugh die people lo ngek ngek ngek xDDDD

UTAR Hello!!

yes! finally i decided to enter UTAR
not just decided. already applied on last saturday
by the way. still have to wait after 3 weeks to receive their letter
about their rules.. fees.. bla bla bla...
so excited! but i hope none of my enemies enter same U with me=.=..

and i realized that someone like to copy whatever i do or say
i say i want to enter UTAR study blablabla course
she also say want to enter UTAR and study that same course with me=.=
i not meant that i dont welcome her but..
she dont have her own decision..
too bad. i wont too bother this kind of people

and my REWARD!!
still havent received=.=
and my easter solo dance
still in a progress=.=
and the 38 NS thing
still havent settle=.=
what the...

不爽不爽不爽！

吼！世界真是小！
这种卑鄙下流的男人
竟然会当上我朋友的男朋友！！
这个男生 有了女朋友还追别人
现在自己本身有了一个女朋友
还要来追我朋友！
没死过没死过！！
而且对我朋友的态度差到极点！！
给我知道他再骚扰我朋友
我才不会放过他！！

姐妹们 我们尽力了！

只要一直这么跟自己说
我就觉得心情会好点^^真的
而且我很感谢神
如果没有神的安排
说不定我一个A+都没有
阿门～～^^
不过·· 我还是过不了自己那关
以为自己可以拿到更好的··
但现在的我比以前乐天派
至少发生了一件不太愉快的事
我还能欣然接受 脸带微笑的说
【已经很好了！有人想要都没有我这样的成绩！】
还有我的朋友们 不要灰心！
进了大学后再次冲刺！
有些人拿到很好的成绩却得不到好的工作
偏偏比较中庸的工作进展都很厉害
所以我们一定要抱着这个希望
继续往前方望去
我们的前途一片光明^^

谢谢你··

想告诉某人 我不是讨厌你
我只是不喜欢你的性格
对人的态度没有距离感
会令我觉得·· 太亲近
我不喜欢和陌生人过于亲近
虽然认识了一段时间
但还是保持距离的好
我知道你对我很关照
不论我身在何处你都对我嘘寒问暖
对这个 我很欣慰
有一个这么关心我的朋友
但是·· 若说要拉近彼此的距离··
我觉得还是太早了一点
怎么说我们只认识了几个星期
以前你甚至还是我讨厌的人
而且你还是我朋友的男朋友
你也知道我有男朋友的 所以···
但我还是谢谢你
因为你对我的好 我一直都藏在心底
我们还是可以当朋友
也可以是很要好的朋友
彼此分享身边的人事物 ^^
还有·· 请善待你的女朋友 她很爱你
虽然觉得厌倦 但请你不要轻易放弃
不要像我一样 做事不经大脑
终究只让自己后悔所做的一切

IOI with DeborahJing

 

yeah!! finally got an ONLY chance to meet my friend

name Deborah Jing, but my laogong usually call her shuitong (water bucket xDD)

cause she like to drink water, unlike other girls

we go IOI mall xD after eat lunch at 士林小吃

we enter redbox, room 46

as i still remember.. that time enter redbox with Kexin the room number is 45 =.=" just beside of it

anyway, we sang many songs xD some songs i no hear before but Jing know how to sing

or can say.. she sang more songs than me yet we have to pay the same price

well, Bryant helped me to pay my bill, Jing paid herself xDD

before we go out to have our dinner

we go toilet to take photo..

erm.. actually this is the tradisional of whoever come to redbox

i not meant all but some of them.. especially girls

like to take picture in redbox toilet O.O

i less take picture in toilet unless its light intensity nice

so.. ya^^ now you know why i take pictures in redbox toilet xDD

we have dinner in a Thai restaurant..

i met a friend who work there

woosh O.O many years no see

now she become so slim than last time^^

this restaurant i first time enter

actually i choose to eat at other place but this restaurant cheaper

so enter it and act INNOCENT..

 we just order a supreme beef set

 got beef, chicken, pork, and veges..

as we have not much money, so we share it with 2 rice

erm.. well.. this kind of restaurant i didnt enter before

is different with what restaurant i enter in Japan

so our act makes crowd laugh out O.O..

we dont know the veges can put in the hot water

we ate it raw.. until left few then only we know it..

and we put the meat on the dont know what thing is that

 but we forgot to turn it over..

so makes the meat 1 side raw 1 side cooked=.=|||

 well.. i enjoyed the time with Deborah^^

and i know not much time to meet her anymore

so i appreciate it..

just like that day i met my laogong..

oh gosh.. so sad to let go his hand.. T^T

finding the next chance to meet them again

wish me all the best and full of luck^^

I miss you guys...

so hope can see them soon.. 22 March is SPM result come out

all ex-SPM candidates have to go back their secondary school

to get their result

 well.. i no need to nervous. the exam already pass

the result is already there.just go take only.. that easy

i just care my future.. work.. college life.. or even my car learning><

by the way, these photos i posted were took on graduation day last year

the first pic i took with my juniors of Wushu Club

some of them i cant remember their name but i still remember those memories with them when have Wushu meeting. full of fun. really.

the next pic and the third pic were i took with my buddies in secondary school

Big & Small Jing, HTC, Cindy, Mei Yee, WaiPing, and Lingling 

the moments with them are the best moments i have in my secondary life

we eat together, queue together, play together.. even go toilet

when i first enter secondary school i just have Cindy as my friend

then i knew more and more friends. we grouped our own gang

and we always be with gang. no seperate. nice relationship huh

hope our relationship will as long as the best

this last pic was i took with my class indians

erm.. less people right? cause my class only have these few indians

they.. quite talkative xD but they very friendly

unlike other indians who very proud

they love to help people.especially the one who wear a top on her head

xD she is the most talkative indian in our class

but when teacher teaching, see what will she do >>>>> zzzzzzZZZZZ....

muahahahahahaha!!

Be happy

now a days.. i' m trying to make myself happy
chit chat with friends.. see a movie.. look for funny videos.. study in new things.. or even out for a shopping or trip
i think i should let papi do those so
cause he still feel stress(unreasonable)

i just hope not to stress on anything again
although now i' m going to sit for undang test
friends give me confidence as she said can just study 500 questions given in the book
better than study all contents in the book(make sleepy..zzZ)

so, wish good luck and all the best for me
i know i can do it! GAMBATEH!